full stop.

i wish i could take a rainbow and slide into anew dimension with orange and red butterflies sprinkling golden faery dust on my head as my feet touch the satin blue ground and my little gnomes scurry around me and i jump back startled but then i smile and i know that this is the world where i belong for this is the world which exists in my head where life is not black and white or shades of gray but is full of all the colours that human imagination can come up with and thus help make a world which is more real to me than the reality that encompasses me where people are too busy drowning themselves in their flood of tears without bothering to mop it up and make way for the niceties that would fill them up with the happiness they would otherwise never know and would thus forget the very essence of living and the root cause of existence which is not to die but to live so big that one could never die as one would then be able to transcend mortality and fill the air around them with a warmth that would be as comforting as a sunny winter morning full of smiles and those little butterflies and five feet wide water lilies and the sound of the labourous water axing at the rock giants at the bottom of the cliff and purifying everything that comes in its way and washing away all the negativity that is without you.


you smiled right now, didn't you?